Thursday, May 08, 2008
here is place to write my tots and reflections.
starting a new chapter of life, where you reach a point in life where everything seems blurry, things seem so distant. I cant seem to find the things i wan in life, those that i reali wan to pursue. i guess a quarter of my life has pass without i know it, i guess i made mistakes and i cant take them back, how i wish i wud have nvr commit them in the first place....
with no aim in life, how far can one go, i dun know but i dragging throughout the journey... i guess for the past 15 years, things have been arrange for me, wad to study wad to wear, who to meet, wad to do. things were put in place for me to do it. Now, a emptiness fills the air, its where i make the decision. even though a journey of a thousand miles begins with the first step, how we wud ever know the first step is correct??? seeing people around me failing to be what they dream of becoming scares me, wud i be lyk them??? i guess there is a thin line between dreams and reality and sometimes reality crosses that line more often than we like it to. im afraid to make decisions, afraid to make mistakes, afraid to take the plunge, so many things im afraidof, dam its quite impossible to make the perfect decisions in life.....
i hope i will make the right one.....still feeling a sense of emptiness
angkt ashley-ben
insearch of the meaning of life
singapore
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